Just let it go.

A few sundays ago I was released from my calling at Church. I was the Sunday School teacher for the Gospel Doctrine class in Spanish. I did it for a little over 3 1/2 years. You'd think I would be relieved or happy to move on, but I'm not, because I'm being sent to Primary. I know I should be positive and think happy thoughts and do my calling. But I don't want to. I want to be with the spanish people. When they called me into this 3 1/2 years ago I was scared and nervous because my spanish wasn't up to par, I didn't think I could teach the people what they needed to hear, like I did on my mission. It was a lot of work but I'm grateful for every sweat and tear I shed for some of the most wonderful people I have ever met. I felt important in my calling, like I was doing something great. Just like I did on my mission, walking down the streets of Philly with confidence knowing that what I was teaching was true. I was given another opportunity to do it, I'm grateful for that. Now it's gone. I wasn't expecting it. I need to just let it go and move on to my newest endeavor, Primary. But I don't have the desire. I hope it comes soon because my first class to teach is Sunday. Wish me luck.